Dawg im on my period and going through the WORST time of my life rn DO NOT COCK BLOCK ME R...

omgggg that's a lot I hope it all works out

i know this is serious, and i seriously really hope things work out for you.





but you're literally living through a bl plot rn and goddamn do i wish you could read about it instead of having to live it

You know whats worse!! WE BOTH NOTICED EACH OTHER SINCE OUR FRESHMEN YEAR! AND WE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE FRIENDS WITH EACH OTHER! WE LITERALLY! BOTH! KNEW THE OTHER EXSISTED BUT WAS TOO AFRAID TO SAY ANYTHING! I THOUGHT I WAS TOO MUCH OF A LOSER! AND HE WAS TOO SHY! AND WE HAD HALL WAY CRUSHES ON EACH OTHER!!! UGH!??!?!?!

nah bro i swear i've read this story somewhere on here omg

Im losing my shit over this man! And honestly I dont think he even cares about me anymore becayse every text has been hurtful or dismissive of my feelings (ive been having nightmares the past 2 weeks and they are either about him or our friendgroup) and He just doesnt care, and I blocked him on a few socials to see if he even cared to reach out to me another way because at this point Im so done, and tired. How can he tell me he loves me and then act like I dont even exist?

break up with him immediately. if he's acting like that then even if there was something going on in his life, he should not take it out on you

Thats the thing!! Were nit even dating!!

WDYM YOU WEREN'T EVEN DATING? YOU WERE DOING LEGIT EVERYTHING THAT PEOPLE WHO ARE DATING DOES EXCEPT LIKE KISS AND FUCK

DUDE! HES LITERALLY GOING OUT AND HANGING IUT WITH EVERYONE ELSE BUT ME! HE WONT EVEN REPLY TO MY TEXTS! AND GETS MAD EVERYTIME I ASK HIM IMPORTANT SHIT! LIKE NOT EVEN RELATIONSHIP STUFF BUT IRL STUFF! AND HE BLOWS ME OFF! OR IGNORES ME! AND YET HELL DRIVE 2 HOURS TO GO SEE ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND YET WONT EVEN DRIVE 9 MINS TO SEE ME AND JUST TALK TO ME! IM SERIOUSLY AT MY WITS END

BRO WHAT? BLOCK HIM, CUT OFF CONTACT! WHY ARE YOU STILL ALLOWING HIM TO BE AN ASSHOLE TO YOU??

IVE STOPPED ALL CONTACT WITH HIM!! OUR FRIENDS CAN HAVE HIM BUT IM DONE!!! (I Have a date tomorrow though so wish me luck on it bc bros a major hottie)

GOOD ON YOU FOR CUTTING THAT ASSHOLE OFF!! also good luck on your date, you got this in the bag (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

OH MY GOD UPDATE! HE GOD MAD I HAD A DATE! (We had to cancel bc weather was to dangerous to drive) AND HAS BEEN SPREADING LIES ABOUT ME SAYING I SLEEP WITH THE GUYS I GO ON DATES WITH!!! BRO! I HAVEBT EVENT BEEN ON A DATE *AND* THE GUY I CUT OFF WAS THE FIRST PERSON I EVER SLEPT WITH CONSENTUALLY!! (I was SAed almost 3 years ago, and my assaulted still tries to contact me every so often) AND HE KNOWS THIS TOO! SO FOR HIM TO SPREAD THAT LIE ABOUT ME! IS FUCKING INSANE!

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK? HE SPREAD LIES THAT YOU SLEEP WITH THE GUYS YOU GO ON DATES WITH KNOWING YOU WERE SAed???? THAT'S A NEW LEVEL OF LOW I SWEAR!!
this might sound evil, but he's a scumbag so he deserves it. confront him about it in private while secretly recording the whole thing and get him to show his true colours, then show everyone what an actual bitch he is

(hold your phone in your hand normally, or put it in a shallow pocket and press record before you confront him so it gets everything. make sure when you approach him to say his name and get him to confirm it was a lie and that he did it, in case he tries to say it wasn't him. good luck babes you got this, if he goes low we go lower <3)

Thank you, Its still so fucking Insane how he goes from saying I love you [Irl name] to "Your clingy and obsessive!!" And the stuff he did get mad at me for I apologized in the moment and hadnt done it again.

Sigh, but if anything happens ill keep an update but So far I dont think theres going to ever be any talking, But yeah.

Thank you again for Listening, I needed to get this whole thing off my chest and out of my life.

ofc, i'm honestly invested now and i'm here for you when you need to vent <3

if you ever wanna talk more, or need a friend you can reach out to me on discord (same username as here, but no caps) and i'll always listen ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

Hey gang, its been a hot Minute since we last spoke. I have like- the most INSANE news ever. Like Crushes to Enemies to Friends to Lovers type of Shit going on! And it with a Guy who I have known and always shared a class with Since freshmen year. ITS INSANE

SPILL

Okay! So Im lowkey in a relationship with a guy who were gonna call Z. So me and z have known each other since the very first day of highschool our freshmen year. Weve always been in the same theater group together and while he was an actor I was a Techie.

We werent extremely close until a little after My ex boyfriend dumped me and that in itself was a whole mess. So! Anyways, Me and Z started talking privately on snap and I ended up developing a stupid crush on him. And well, he was acting like he liked me back so It was making me act a little cocky abd stupid.

Long story short I tell him I like him during Christmas break, he says he doesnt know what he likes but he knows he likes me and basically we werent dating but putting our feelings out there. We decided to not date until he figured himself out a little, at least thats what I thought.

When we came back to school for the new semester, Were pretty normal with each other in person but I was really stupid and dorky with him and he was the same when we texted. Then during Valentines day we were texting the whole day and when he said he had a gift for me I was confused but decided to find him Irl to get the gift, And he ended up kissing me.

I was completely taken aback and I thought that meant he thought he liked me. But He was too unsure of his commitment issues nor did he know what his Sexuality was. So after that Z started Ignoring me and acting cold towards me and it shattered my heart.

After that, my whole sophomore year I was cold and distant to Z, And I ended up finding myself a boyfriend named Gray who long story short cheated on me for someone I "shouldnt have worried about" (I was correct to worry.)

Then during Junior year I stupidly got feelings for him again but I shut it down after I realized that he still didnt know who he was and I wasnt about to be a test subject.

And finally we have Senior year, And I was finally comfortable around him. Z ended up getting a girlfriend and I was happy for him, U didnt feel pressured to keep a distance if he was dating someone. I never texted him much outside of school related things but I talked to him quite a bit during School/ theater rehearsals. It was nice to just not have to worry about dating, but I was going through a lot of Stuff and I had the worst 5 stages of Grief at losing my now Two ex best friends (Which the whole thing could have been prevented if they had just communicated to me)

After me and Z graduated from Highschool we kinda went Quiet for a bit (Pretty much june through middle of July) before he shoots me a text and we end up start texting each other a lot more. And we got extremely close to where we basically could make stupid gay jokes with each other and not have any meaning behind them. Well, I guess for me anyways, Z admitted that somewhere after a August he couldnt stop this feeling he had towards me, He thought it was a small crush that'd go away but it hadnt, and so much so he thought about me and always texted me because not only he did enjoy my company as a friend, but his attraction to me was hard to deny.

I only had found this information out however because he told me this while acting like he was talking about someone else, and I cant lie a part of me was jealous that he liked someone else, and I was really angry at myself for it so I punched the jealousy out of me and forced myself to suppress and feelings for Z bc I already had my attempt and I was honestly going to give up on love and dating.

But Z confessed his feelings to me about almost half a month ago, and he had the most Poetic, Most detailed, most romantic, and Gayest Love confession ever. And this mother fucker had the audacity TO MAKE ME FALL HEAD OVER HEELS AGAIN!!!!!

But im not mad, Everytime we call or text privately i get stupidly red and flushed. But hes in a friend group with me and is in my discord server and everyone really likes him! They all thought we were dating before this whole this bc of the gay joked we would make and wed have to deny them, and thinking about it now...he didnt exactly want to Deny the dating allegations... ANYWAYS!!

So basically, were not dating HOWEVER we are testing the waters by doing certain comply stuff before adding the Label and also bc we dont want to have our relationship established over texts. So when he comes down from college next month sometime after the 17th were gonna go on a date and Ill update on what happens after that!

But Yea! I hope this all makes sense

AAA i'm so happy things are working out for you!!! i really hope you two become official, i'm rooting for you!
it seems that during high school he probably liked you, but didn't know his own sexuality yet so he was unsure and used a few years to figure stuff out. i seriously hope everything works out with you two, the exes you've had before have been pretty shit