I still come back to this...

This was me and my bf's favourite, his name was nishii and he wanted to be a singer in his life and he sadly passed away last year. I'm still inlove with him, even though our relationship wasn't exactly the best but for we were happy once and that doesn't go away. I miss him so so much everytime I reread this, how we'd laugh at every single drop of chapter and talk about it for hours on end. How we literally became closer just BECAUSE of this manhwa. Now I've kinda lost him due to suicide... I blamed myself then others for it and I regret that. Grief is hurtful but at some times you have to let go. You have to move on without them. A part of me will always love him all thanks to the memories this manhwa gives me.