Ok this actually awakened something traumatic in me im not even joking HSBDHSBDHD

Not even those half ass jokes i make abt shit needing pussy trigger warnings this shit legitimately made me have panic attacks even tho its MILD compared to most... is it because its kinda real

Same here! I’ve been to therapy and can recognise the CPTSD (complex childhood trauma) and fear of abandonment due to neglect from primary caregivers (parents) in MCs Case it was actual abandonment. I got a bit triggered and even cried for MC, I hope MC gets the help he needs after having a healthy relationship with ML.