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Romance aside, uyun's struggle in his program punching me so hard. I just finish my intern will probably graduate this nov but i still don't know what to do my life. I somehow got into my major even though i learn a whole different direction before taking my major. Now that im no longer studying and actually have to do it, I don't really like it and it's not my passion but it's too late now. Now im looking for job while finishing my final report and doing part time at my intern office. Still im scared to actually go into full time real responsibility cause im blank slate. (That one student who can be smart but lazy is their biggest friend)