how gut wrenching are we talking?
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/pieta_daong/ (an immortal uke kidnapped and tortured by a cult. he still struggles with flashbacks.)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/viper/ (horrific shit happening to uke left & right. ; shit hits the fan by chapters 37-40, so content warning.)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_hyung_s_lover/ (uke’s past is all sorts of fucked up, & he feels saved by seme. they meet again in adulthood & the plot is actually interesting.)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/greeting_you_strangely/ (havent read this but I know it’s dark. content warning for self harm.)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dine_with_a_vampire/ (content warning, uke is severely abused& blackmailed, then saved by seme.)
I hope you enjoy these.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/death_delayed_for_a_short_time_because_of_the_will/
The novel made me cry for hours
Could I have sum yaoi where either one of them have gut wrentching trauma