FELT because what the fuck was that.... i hate how this story ends like GIRL STAND THE FUCK UP LIKE PUNCH HIM OR SOMETHING. fl didn't deserve any of this shit like i'm begging for you to escape all this shit and just be happy
She's already too psychologically damaged, & no longer feels ANYTHING. She's breathing & surviving because she's on autopilot, not because she WANTS to. Poor girl got so hurt by everyone, that her heart b& mind completely shattered. That bastard is the opposite of her, because he feel's EVERYTHING. He feels her rejection, her indifference to his forced affection, he sees how HE broke her & killed the girl that he fell in love with. HE abandoned her & she became an empty shell of a women. He has to deal with all of that regret, anger, resented, self blame, self harm, etc. while she could care less about anything. That's his punishment, he wanted to destroy her & shatter her nativity & innocence. HE got what he wanted, & is only holding on to an empty shell that doesn't feel single thing anymore
I need to find this novel as well as a 4th wall isekai portal to jump into this and kick the ML so hard in the balls that he becomes sterile. Psychopath should never ever be a parent. Also to take our girl on a much needed vay k