yesss I love rants
I know people mostly here for porn and it shouldn't be that serious, but holy moly reader comprehension is a dying art
omg literally what i thought when this rant was brewing in my brain. i didn’t want to comment or say anything but this author is a good storyteller and i hate the idea that everyone reading has no idea what he’s trying to get across. as an ex-stripper and cam girl i soooo relate to what the author’s trying to get across here and i love that this perspective is being told
I love this comment, but I think rather than his worldview being crushed because he’s only supposed to let his boss make him cum, it’s that the boss probably has that whole thing where “you’re not allowed to feel pleasure/only cum when I tell you to” fetish and now ML has broken the “rules”. So he’s panicking because he’s essentially broken a law, and thinks now he’s going to face punishment (and not the good kind, seeing that his conditioned response to this is fear)
Hope that in the future chapters Yesung's intentions will be more obvious to people, so they'd stop babying him lol
Sex is a another solid tool of storytelling itself, but because it's BL I think ppl tend to downgrade everything they see to non-con or obligatory several chapters of just banging
i think some of yall are missing what’s going on here
- ML is trying to use MC as a stand-in for his boss, only allowing him to do things to him that his boss would do, and only allowing himself to enjoy things that his boss would do (ex. he looked at MC’s dick and based the size off of his boss, NOT because his boss would somehow check and know if there was a bigger dick in there. do you not understand how anatomy works??)
- MC is pissed off because he puts that together pretty quickly and wants to prove that he can make ML enjoy sex with him just as much, if not more than with ML’s boss, without any of the creepy and fucked up shit that the boss does
- Furthermore, MC is into ML for his looks/merit but ML’s self esteem is such trash and tied to his boss, that he only sees himself as a sex object. he thinks that sex with him is not as good as the art and what his boss has made of him (ex. where he calls MC dummy), and MC is constantly trying to show ML that he is into HIM and wants to get to know him, not creepy art and what ML’s boss takes value in
- yes, more communication between both of them would have been great, but it wasn’t rape or fucked up in the way you all are implying. he was saying no because he *liked* it so much and was trying *not* to cum, and by enjoying sex with MC, it crushed his worldview that somehow only his boss could make him cum
/endrant