I will cry bc the bdsm trope is not going to happen unless I don't know about something. I...

I will cry bc the bdsm trope is not going to happen unless I don't know about something. I read this whole thing and even a bit of novel just to see jigu dominated and we just have one scene where he doesnt enjoy it and pushes himself to do that.
And if it wasn't bad after so many chaps of them trying to get together later on there is no progress only sex. I am just going to cry in corner