Me too, I'm the same, I really was hoping Y would show more emotions or smth when he realized D actually saved his damn life. And yet... nothing. It's sad and disappointing.
He is terrified to accept he loves Doumeki. He will have to abandon all that he knows, everything he has created to survive.
And yeah is still so hurtful :/
Im rereading and what they have is beautiful. But it made me cry a couple of times already. He lets him go so easily. He needs to set his priorities straight asap. Like snap out of it. He is destroying them both slowly.
Yashiro deserves to be loved like that.
Everytime.Everytime he acts like its casual and hurts Doumeki with his words, something inside me dies. Not much is left.
The same guy who is impotent with others. He is doing too much. Like at least dont say those words. To someone that loves u enough to die for you and has been honest in his love. I cant anymore. I probably still can but like ;-;