
Say it louder for the back row!
I, however, do believe there is rape in this series (why are we censoring the word 'rape' like its' something tabu?), specifically in chapter 20, when Nanjo has clearly asked Mok to stop, countless times, but he continues because he can't control himself. So much so that, by the end, I believe Nanjo says "I don't hate it, I like, so please stop..." just to say what Mok wants to hear, because he wants Mok to stop, I mean, he does pass out immediately after that... Just because his body is responding, doesn't mean its' not rape. (I'm not complaining, I am a degenerate whore, I'm eating this up)
I just want to add that Mok is also a very complex character, he has all the signs of BPD - the numerous relationships he has been in that don't last long; the continuous boredom; the risky sex; the fear that Nanjo is going to abandon him; the emotional outbursts; the inability to control himself; the self harm when he rips his earing... He shows some awareness regarding of how he is (he knows what he likes), but I don't think he knows just how deep his emotional instability affects him. Right now, Mok is obsessed with Nanjo. I would like to see this theme explored in the next season, I hope the author doesn't make Mok a "scout's boy" who is just chasing after Nanjo, if you know what I mean, I would like to see him deal with his issues alongside Nanjo, who clearly also has issues to resolve...

Yessss fren I agree with the second half especially the scout boy part because I think this story has so much potential to not only go into Nanjo background but also Mok’s which would make it sooo goood but I won’t get my hopes up. As far as the first half I only censored cuz I thought they would block the comment I wasn’t sure ,but if you go back and read he only asked him to stop because he was eating his ass when they first started in Chap 18 right? then as they get into the next two chapters (to me) it gives the typical “shy ooh stop it’s too much” typa vibe because he was becoming really sensitive to what was going on but I do believe how the chapter was set up in a eerie way because Mok was already feeling like shit not understanding his feelings and then this being Nanjo real first time kinda taking it? Because then in chapter 22 that’s the only thing he brings up and he’s embarrassed Lmao idk sista I’ve read this story 5x and that’s just what I came up with. now am I saying to not stop when someone says stop absolutely not but I just don’t really feel that’s the context

Girl, I have no problem with chapter 18, and I see your point, for me it was just that one line from Nanjo at the end that kind of made me think that... But it can also be the way the text was translated, maybe when I read the official it won't seem that way to me... Also, if both characters are ok with it, who am I to not be ok with it?
A lot of yall are dumbbb as hell and it’s fryinggg me mind you we will start with the fact the translations aren’t a 100% accurate, so I’ll give yall a little grace. Before I eat yall up with actual chapter evidence let me start off with Nanjo is a 32 year old GROWN MAN. THIRTY TWO. Most of yall can’t read past tropes and it’s sick. Meaning a lot of yall need a villain in order to conceptualize the story and that’s happening because yall can’t deep read. All three yes all three of them are complex characters but yall can’t read past smut and fake think pieces to see that. Nanjo is not the sweet naive innocent girly pop yall tryna make him out to be. Now for the chapter evidence. The first “villain” we meet is SunSun in chapter 1 he literally says he “faked being drunk, then jumped him” to which Mok replies “that sounds criminally calculated” in Chapter two. Nanjo just like yall immediately assumes Mok is a villain by making assumptions about someone he does not know AT ALL. Saying things like he’s “taking advantage of someone who is kind hearted” and that it’s not just physical abuse but mental as well he starts insulting someone he just met. Up until this point Mok has done NOTHING WRONG we all just like Nanjo just met him. Back to the chapter Mok interrupts him and says “Is that what SunSun told you” Nanjo replies “for the record he never said anything like that to me” doubles down insults Mok again saying “Somethings you just know even if no one actually says it” we as the reader know this isn’t true. In Chapter 5 Nanjo again doubles down on insulting Mok for what reason no one knows because we know nothing else about this character. Mok’s inner monologue says “Doesn’t seem like he wants to hear my side of things so what would be the point of trying?” In Chapter 8 Nanjo still has these made up assumptions about Mok being the villain saying “how did SunSun end up getting involved with someone like him” again he knows nothing about Mok and even if he’s making assumptions about the bruises SunSun had Mok and SunSun have being doing BDSM play since the beginning chapters mind you SunSun suggested the threesome. Continued. Mok finally gets tired of being insulted plays into this character Nanjo made up in his head. Chapter 9 Mok says “do you think you could spread your legs for me” then he continues and says which is very important since yall can’t read. “Why don’t you keep your nasty little OPINIONS about me to yourself alright?” To which this GROWN ASS STRAIGHT 32 year old man says “your offer, I’ll think about it”. The most sane person is Mok but yall can’t see past yalls delusions of tOp=bAd but make think pieces about shitty ass jinx puhleaazeee. Mind you all the sweets Mok eats throughout the series are literal symbolism but you know… continued in Chap 9 Mok says “it was a little underhanded but No one made him say yes. He made that decision himself” this is very important. Then he goes on to say “Technically even if he’s doing this for SunSun isn’t it still DECEIVING him by meddling in his life like this” yes,yes it is. Mind you him and SunSun been doing this since high school. Again Mok has not done anything wrong but Nanjo has from the very beginning. Then Mok goes onto say “if we are talking about who deceived who first SunSun did lie to Nanjo and use him” again Mok is the only sane and rational person thus far. Continued. Chapter 9 is hella important because all of the answers are right there for yall and yall are skipping over it Mok continues to say “as for him (Nanjo) he’ll get to feed his ego for a while feeling relived and heroic for saving SunSun. But we as the reader know SunSun don’t need saving. Now let’s pause. Nanjo is a straight man. He’s been straight for 32 years. We know this because SunSun Nanjo and Mok all admit this in previous chapters up until this point. So he willingly decided to give up that butt. I don’t think yall understand the severity of that A STRAIGHT MANNN in a homophobic world decided he was gone bend over to “save” someone he just met. Be so serious bro. Continued. Chapter 10 this STRAIGHT MAN waits three hours until Mok shows up. Meaning from the day he decided and the day of this STRAIGHT MAN had time to pull out of this situation at any point. I won’t actually get into my theory because this is already long but I digress let’s finish. Chapter 12 in the beginning a very important chapter Nanjo says “im not shameless enough to do anything with you in the place I go with SunSun” to which Mok replies “BUT YOU’VE GOT NO PROBLEM MEDDLING IN HIS LIFE BEHIND HIS BACK” Nanjo knows he’s wrong af because he pauses in his step Mok’s inner dialogue confirms “so it does bother him guess he knows it’s a shitty thing to do” a shitty thing he is in because he was hostile and made assumptions again about someone he doesn’t know. Mind you at this point this proves he has had time to think about this we just have not seen it because it hasn’t been provided this is why I say y’all’s comprehension skills are poor because you should be able to interpret that much especially since this is a picture book, but I digress. In Chapter 13 after the awkward sex Nanjo repeats something Mok said when they first had a threesome which is “what you can’t get it up again” this implies he has indeed been thinking about him since the very beginning. In this chapter we also see Mok is being mindful telling him to rest but Nanjo the straight 32 year old man is insisting on going again. And it’s not just to “save” SunSun. I said I want gonna insert my theories but at this point bi-curious Nanjo has already folded. He likes it he feels it but can’t wrap his head around it hence the title, but…moving on the sane and rational Mok has already realized what Nanjo is slow to realize because Mok has also had to be in the closet but anyways in chapter 15 Mok throws back in his face the assumptions he has made about him to continue them having sex. Mind you this 32 year old straight man did not have to agree to this he is freshly bi/gay bro don’t even really like SunSun like that he just awoke his curiosity. So this entire time he has still been deceiving SunSun in the name of being a hero boy pls. Nanjo has already started to slowly give in chapter 16 when he doesn’t swat Mok’s hand away like he did the chapter they first met. Also in 16 he is shocked at how much Mok pays attention to him something they both have in common. By 17 even though we don’t know much about Nanjo we can see he can be himself a little with Mok and he starts to really give into his sexuality. He’s feeling it more enough to orgasm only from the back he laughs because he can’t believe it himself. This chapter is also really important because they are both misunderstanding and miscommunicating. Nanjo says “if I give up on SunSun (this is important because of the later chapters) but back to the evidence will you leave him alone then?” Mok has not realized his feelings yet and misunderstands what Nanjo is implying and gets all possessive to which Nanjo consoles him by pulling him closer because he also is having trouble accepting this new side of him. Mok is hurt when Nanjo think he’s asleep and leaves because he likes him but doesn’t understand that yet. Chap 18 Mok feels disgusting for breaking his promise sex isn’t the same for him since Nanjo. Now also in this Chapter I seen someone scream r*pe pls. Learn to read bro fr. Chapter 18 Nanjo already got that butt loose mind u A STRAIGHT 32 YEAR OLD MALE loosened that thang up before his playdate be fr. He did not grape him he ATE HIS ASS he was embarrassed and wanted him to stop then quickly gave in hello? Are yall dumb? Was he a little rough yes but come on bro. Now chap 21 is where everything starts to come to light i don’t think I need to continue but Nanjo isn’t innocent and naive like yall are making him out to be and Mok isn’t some villainous ass person yall keep tryna paint him these characters are all complex please learn to deep read before you comment bs thanks for coming to my ted talk