
Same! Having read the novel 3x already sometimes I just want to hit them both for not communicating properly and always getting lost in their own negative thoughts and authornim for dragging the story unnecessarily but with Maxi going through years of abuse and Riftan enduring an equally harsh life you can't really blame them (Riftans POV is *chef's kiss*). They genuinely love and care for each other but deep rooted insecurities and scars prevents them from thinking they deserve love from someone they just met a couple of times and see as perfect. The saying "love yourself first to love another" is strong with these two that when they finally forgave themselves and accepted the love they deserve I felt like a proud mama hen I cried
guys do they really lead through 4 seasons of them not understanding each other and staying the same? bc I read only 10 chapters and it's cute but if it's like this for 150 chapters... genuine question bc I like the characters already