Letting it all be

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ennui/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/greeting_you_strangely/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_end_of_the_world_with_you_1/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/asterism_yaoi/

Not Blossom
My Starry Sky
Murderer Llewellyn's Enchanting Dinner Invitation
Missing Love (tw- forced prostitution)

I've read a couple of these recs, and I just know y'all DELIVERED
Thanks guys, will read em

Just read ennui, and the angst felt very refreshing, i bawled, goal achieved, thanks,
5 chapters in, it was already unbearable, but god it got worse, felt really refreshing, was thinking that it was kinda like '10 years that I loved you' BUT DAMN DID IT GET WORSE, I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WORSE WAS POSSIBLE, but really loved making myself suffer like that,
Truly you da goat for that, also be honest, did you cry or was i overreacting?

I'm absolutely obsessed with angst and I also love making myself suffer too so when I found ennui I was SO happy i finally found something that could make me drown in misery that I hadn't already read
IM SO GLAD IT WAS SATISFYINGLY SAD ENOUGH FOR YOUU
When I read it I cried so much oh my god and I had that heavy feeling in my chest that I love whenever I read really ansty fiction but it's to be expected since it's by the same author as missing love haha

DUDE WHAT GENRE OF PPL ARE WE (I lwk questioned myself as a masochist given how MUCH I loved angsty shit and making myself cry) I KID YOU NOT I FELT EXACTLY HOW YOU DESCRIBED AND WHEN I READ ANGST I WANT, NO, I NEED THAT FEELING, AND I FEEL FULFILLED WHEN MY CHEST FEELS HEAVY AND I CHOKE ON TEARS, SO THANK YOU FOR GIVING WHAT I NEEDED
ALSO I KNEW YOU COOKED WHEN I SAW THAT THSI WAS A WORK BY MISSING LOVES AUTHOR
I swear y'all are awesome, y'all DELIVER, up until very recently i'd lost hope in recs by ppl, cause I was getting recs from the worng place my guy, THIS was the place I shouldve gone to in the first place

UGHHH I GET YOUUUU I FEEL EXACTLY THE SAME angst is like my drug, I crave something that will absolutely wreckkk me I'm always searching for more, im telling you there are so many gems out there that will destroy you istg Im trying to find them all
And once you get into angsty novels it opens a whole new door of distress it's beautiful

OH MY FUCKING GOD this, TBIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I FEEL, I DONT KNOW IF THIS WAS IN BUILT OR WE BECAME THIS WAY DUE TO CIRCUMSTANCES, BUT ANGST JUST LIGHTS UP SOMETHING IN ME, also imma read all the other recs up, and will hit you up here and there to ask for more gems my guy, ALSO angsty novels AJAHSHAHZQJXWJJRJCSNCJEJXEHXJEJXWJXJAJXWJX
I SWEAR,
and angst doesn't necessarily mean it has to make me cry, at times there were pieces that made my chest heavy, and left me with that just made me clench my fists where i couldn't even cry about it, but still feel that lingering sadness yk, also go hard, like the YEARNING AHHHH
I love yearning so much, I just :'))))))))

Also listening to songs that were about emptiness or, yearning were a cherry on top, I went backa nd forth between a couple of songs so much, like astronomy, promise, the one that got away(cover version),little island , this town, and a couple more

AHHHHH I DO THE SAMEEEE listening to sad songs while reading angst just elevates the experience of misery?!??!!!!! I checked out the songs you talked abt and I can totally imagine listening to them while reading thisss
For me I went back n forth between Lilith by Saint Avangeline and ultraviolence which are songs that just make my heart sink everytime
How is this possible

I'm always happy to give more recommendations Ihave so much stashed up

AHHHH YOU ARE SUCH A VIBE THE SONGS FEEL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TRANQUIL AHHHHHHHHH LILITH definately would've heightened my emotions even more during team leader han moments, as soon as I heard Lilith, it gave such a lana feel, I just knew it must've bended so satisfyingly with ultraviolence