The 18+ parts we didn’t get

Hi I am kinda invested in finding the parts we were robbed off lol (the 18+)
thanks again to the person that shared the link to the raws :)

Ch 32-33 we got the kissing red rose to give him medicine and they make out a little bit and then he kind of collapses.
In the r-rated they engage in sexual activity but they don’t go all the way.

ch (41-)42 so same thing as in 32-33 just that they went all the way (the scene is the one where they met in the dream because of the leopard)

Chapter 45 there’s a I think flashback of the yellow rose man hearing the FL an ML being intimate it in the cell (probably the ch 32-33 scene). He returns to his office distressed. Incense smoke is in the air and then he starts hallucinating. In that hallucination he has sexual relations with a female lead (there is a footjob lol)

Chapter 47 <Flashback> black rose man goes to her room and overhears her talking to the Leopard about her meeting red rose in the cell. Asking how that was possible showing or if it was hallucinations (it wasn’t it was a real meeting in a dream).
While eavesdropping he catches on to the fact that she was sexually active with red rose. He goes back to his room after talking with the FL (we got that to were he was bitching about the leopard). In his room manipulates/brainwashes himself with his power to see a I don’t know vision? a dream? whatever :)
He sleeps with a chained version of her in that dream.

Then there’s chapter 58 another self-induced dream/vision or just him being delulu or black rose imagining? Whatever about him being intimate with FL in her maid outfit (This happens after the scene we also git were he meets the runaway FL in her Maid disguise)

I will continue to update this “list”

By the way these chapter numbers are the ones from that link (the 18+ version raws) got them from some else in the comments but for some reason I cant share the link sorry
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