Just dropping in, in case someone does have spoilers...
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From what I've read online, Ido comes home after a few days to a traumatised Sejin, misinterprets whats happened and rapes Sejin - he knots him and forms a bond. Sejin is completely traumatised to the point of no return. Ido can feel Sejins emotions due to the one way bond (may also dream his memories I think?) and realises what he's done but doesn't know how to make amends. He only visits Sejin at night when he is sleeping. Sejin doesn't eat or interact with the world at all. Finally discovers he is pregnant, and doesn't know who the father is and goes to the study and shoots himself. Ido arrives to see it happen and Sejin says goodbye to him. Just so you know, I haven't read it myself and there might be a few things off base. But the next chapter or two will likely be not great
Omg I just finished the novel. Right after this, sejin calls his secretary and goes to his apartment. There he asks the secretary for sleeping pills ans basically overdoses cuz he was just over everything. 2 days later ido comes looking for him and finds him passed out, drugged out of his mind. Sejin believes that ido gave him away to his brother cuz he didn't carry for him anymore so he wakes up again drugged out of his mind ans tells ido hes fucking done with him to the point he'd rather be r4ped by his brother again just so ido would agree to divorce him. Ido knows sejin was r4ped but hes a piece of shit and an idiot so he gets upset with seeing and r4pes and marks him. Ido takes seeing back to his house where sejin is so depressed hes just a shell and ido refuses to see him cuz he knows sejin is extremely afraid of him. Sejin stops eating and then he finds out hes pregnant and loses it. He goes to idos studio and shoots himself infront of ido and then ido does the same days later. After that, Ido wakes up the day sejins dad comes to offer to marry seeing, 3 months before the wedding. He realizes what a horrible fucking person he was to sejin and that he essentially broke him when all sejin wanted was a place to belong to. He swears hes gonna change everything so that sejin can be free from everyone including his piece of shit family and ido himself. After sejin wakes up from being marked (like in the present after he remembers everything) he leaves ido cuz hes shocked and overwhelmed by everything he remembers. He's very much confused cuz he loves ido but ido is the same man who violently raced him not once, but twice, betrayed him and drove him to kill himself. Sejin continues to work on his company, gets a therapist and is on anti depressants and is slowly moving on but since he's marked with ido, he still feels all of idos emotions. Ido in the mean time is crashing out big time and is like suffering cuz he realizes he can't live without sejin. 3 months later ido comes to sejins office and begs him to make a collaboration launch with his brand. Sejin is very much hesitant but still agrees to see him but hes very much reserved around idol cuz again thats the same man who gave him so much trauma he still gets nightmares about it. They see each other for 3 weeks straight and after the project is done, they have a company dinner and sejin gets shit faced cuz ido is like making him nervous the entire time just staring a hole thru him. After the dinner is over, ido tells seeing to go home cuz hes heat is about to start and again sejin is like super drunk so hes like I can't sleep well these days, won't you put me to sleep? They get to sejins apartment and they're about to have sex but then when ido has sejin laying down with his legs open on the same bed where he literally r4ped him and sejin breaks down crying and lashes out at ido. Basically he screams at him like what the fuck did I do to deserve that you knew damn well o didn't have a choice but give the documents away. Ido just hugs him and then after sejin calms down, they have sex. After that, sejin invited ido to the same restaurant where they broke up cuz he's ready to move and actually build his relationship with ido because he really does love him. Ido thinks this is their goodbye so he breaks down crying and sejin realizes ido was planning on killing himself again after their project was over. They make up and promise each other to start over and thats it!
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Nobody comes to save sejin. The brother in law knots him and leaves when he's done. Sejin packs his suitcase and calls mr kim (bless this man's heart cuz the first thing he says to sejin is if he should call the police). He leaves without saying a word or taking anything from Ido's home. He goes to his apartment and asks mr kim for his sleeping pills. Sejin takes a shower and gets into bed. He kept taking sleeping pills each time he woke up for iirc 2 days straight (because he was exhausted or he just didn't want to deal with all that happened). He then wakes up to kwon ido in his apartment, and I don't remember how their talk went but he ends up raping him and knoting him too. Ido marks sejin without consent, and because it was a one sided bond only kwon could feel sejin's emotions and see his memories. Sejin said in the novel that the forced bonding was worse to him than anything else he went through before, worse than the cold treatment, the abuse, or the rape.
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Thank you, thank you!
OMG thank you soo much!
MR KIM WAS THE BEST BOTH TIMELINES HE SAID THE same thing to Sejin. I really think he’s Sejin true guardian figure or it’s at least implied
Even though he was a bit beholden to his father (because obvious power dynamics) but he’s always had Sejin’s best interests in his mind or he’s always had Sejin initiate stuff on his own.
And I love how that he jumped ship to his new job
Does anyone has any spoilers as to what happens exactly after this episode, I like spoilers (that way I can get prepared, I hate the uncertainty and surprises)