
On another note, here are actual series with my personal ratings to maybe guide on which to choose from:
My Starry Sky (10/10: one my favorite BLs till this day, if you choose any from this list START WITH THISSSS)
Struggle (5.5/10: it’s gets the job done in terms of heavy regret)
Rebirth (6.5/10: quite angsty ig)
Gold Gray (…: have cigarettes on hand when reading this, hella heavy regret tho)
You Own My All (8/10: this will hit like crack.)
Social Temperature (8/10: more crack, i recommend the novel if you want to read the smut tho)
Unscented Trajectory; If You Hate Me So (2/10: might just be ur cup of tea, but the MLs r so so so trashy the regret might not be enough to some. however, hecka HECKAAA regret…)
Fatal Scent (4/10: cigarettes and more cigarettes, but oh my was it addicting to read.)
10 years where I loved you the most (9/10: read at your own risk )
DOES ANYONE KNOW OTHER STORIES SIMILAR TO THIS? Like literal ANGST where ML misunderstood or don't believe at ML at the start??
LIKE IM JUST SO DEPRIVED OF THIS CLIFFHANGER!!