Idk if you’re also seeing the part where he’s not mentally present like at all? She tried talking to him but he literally can’t hear anything but the voice in his head. If anything, her throwing herself to protect the guy was the only opportunity to get through him.
She says his name and that she wrote him letters. She could nvr just say I love you. No telling if he would have heard that. He didn't hear but he also didn't attack her. Nvr hurt to say all the embarrassing things she couldn't say in person. She nvr tries everything. Might not have worked, but it might too...
But why give him the letter and still say nothing when he's right in front of you. Why does she act like she's finally brave when the situation isn't one for letters. If you are gonna be brave be fucking brave and just tell him you love him. I find so much of this asnine. Her letter says all the regret and yet another opportunity has passed by and you watch him being attacked and attacking with a closed mouth, but just keep watching.... And now he can die with the guilt of killing her... Good job..... Ugh needless senseless nonaction...