Responses

You said this so perfectly. I hope we see jiho getting some sort of help like getting into therapy before he tries to pursue a serious relationship with yujun. Also I really think he was also using sex as a way to self harm as well, I truly feel for jiho. I hope the author does them right. But damn the angst is going to be crazy.
My delusional ass is hoping yujun to drag jiho to visit therapist. Why BL so afraid to put therapist inside their story lmao. Well, I've read this in one night. And I'm mad at jiho, but that doesn't mean I would call him "slut" he's self harming himself, self harm isn't just when you cute your wrist. It can be not eating, binge eating, and hurting your mental state. From the beginning, Jiho didn't even have anyone to teach him to be human, he's being abandoned since he was a kid not understanding humans bond and emotions, he's miserable in and out
But I hope yujun wouldn't fold easily, you can love someone while still reprimand them for making mistakes. They need healthy break and communication, but Yujun is too patient in waiting while Jiho thinks he doesn't deserve to be heard, but he still crave being normal and to love and be loved. It's frustrating but realistic. A good read indeed