You need to stop reading yaoi. I'm not trying to bully you or be mean or anything like that. If reading triggering content causes you real world distress to the point where you are now afraid of sex in real life then you have to stay away from yaoi. There is no guaranteed safe yaoi.
Honestly, you should avoid porn entirely.
I can’t help it… some yaoi stories are just amazing. I know yaoi usually has this kind of stuff, but this one takes it to a whole new level...here story is interesting, though the rape part is scary...All I think about the uke and the miserable world he lives in...which makes me scare ..
It scared me so much that I’ve started fearing sex... Rape is so scary here....how uke is alive..this world is so sucks better die than live (⊙…⊙ )