Seme and uke were friends in school before seme started to get bullied and uke didn't stop it. Then they meet again by accident when seme moves into uke's old apartment and receives a package that the uke comes to pick up.
Guilty that he never stopped the bullying, uke agrees to sleep with seme once to make up for it. Then seme changes it to five more meet ups to earn his forgiveness. Uke agrees, and over multiple dates, they grow closer. But because of trauma from his last boyfriend, when seme asks if they can keep meeting up, uke reminds him it's only for five dates.
Then uke realizes he's in love wih the seme, and he plans to confess on their last date, but he keeps failing. Then he still hasn't worked up the courage when he drops seme off at his front door. Thinking the uke is going to walk away again, it flips seme's switch, and he's mean and tells the uke he never liked him, which triggers uke because of his past relationship.
Then there's a lot of sex where uke is confused about what exactly the seme wants from him because he confesses that he wanted him even back in high school, but uke is caught up on how the seme said he didn't like the uke. And the seme tells the uke he's not letting him go again.
Thank you for taking your time to write this <3.
Question, does seme realise he likes uke and is deliberately acting this way coz he fears he will loose him or he is a bit messed up in the head to even realize his feelings yet.
Oh, seme is very clearly aware of his obsession of uke. I get the feeling, when he tells the uke he doesn't like him, that it's because his feelings are so much MORE than like. And had uke actually gotten his confession out and made himself clear, things would have gone a completely different way. Seme is going crazy with his love of uke, who in his eyes, seems willing to walk away after their five dates, despite all of seme's efforts.
Can anyone give a gist of the plot do far. Idk if i should read it. I dont mind getting spoiled entirely