Where'd you read the english novel? Can you please share it to meeee
Ok from what i heard and understand; i think Haeyoung is psycopath and he always "loved" Haewon. Not as person buy as something belongs to him si when he heard he "slept" with Taekgyum, he felt betrayed and angry. So "to take the control", he made others rxpe him too. Like he is sharing mc because he belongs to him. And the way Taekgyum and other one acting "out of control/against plan", he was threatened that they might take mc from him. And i noticed that every time Haeyoung let mc speak, mc said "i will no longer like you. Let me go" but thats not what he wants. He doesnt want mc to stop loving him. Opposite, he wants mc to stay with him. So the reason he was angry: mc told "opposite of what he was supposed to say" so Haeyoung was punishing mc for "misbehaving" or "betraying his master". This is the cycle we keep watching. Haeyoung gets mad so he punish mc. Mc says wrong words. Haeyoung becomes mad again. After every punishment, he "gave him a chance to atone" but mc keeps saying he will leave him, he tries to run away ., he even "sleeps" with other two. Even though, Haeyoung stop touching mc for a while, from his perspective, mc is cheating on him. He doesnt understand that he was rxped so he cant fight back agajnst his 3 abusers. This is Haeyoung s mindset. He doesnt feel much. And yes, this is him controlling snd trying to put mc in his place. He thinks violence is best way to control mc, until mc jumped from cliff. Then he realize "violence" doesnt keep him by his side but kindness does?!!! What a shocking lesson. Its weird that mc already wanted him and didnt even think leaving him until the "vacation rxpe". Its not actually weird if we think Haeyoung was always psycho. So yeahhh. Personally, i kinda understand him more than other two shts.
i havent read the novel but i’ve heard it’s a tragic ending for uke. i really hope they change the ending in the manhwa.
this BL is soooo frustrating for me bc i just CANNOT understand seo haeyoung!!!! im seriously trying to understand his character,, why is he doing this? no matter what uke does, it angers him and he punishes him again. from the latest chapters i think i understand that he hates the fact that uke is sleeping around, especially when he says he likes(liked) him. i think it’s about control? he doesnt want uke to go to other people, he wants him to be completely his. (not in a romantic way btw, i think haeyoung thinks of haewon as HIS thing, his toy). but the thing is…. haeyoung was the one to share haewon..??? which he didnt seem to mind? and it’s not like uke slept with someone outside of their circle, he slept with go taegyeom and the other annoying guy, which he was fine before but now isnt? does he hate that haewon went to them on his own, instead of being forced by haeyoung to sleep with them? would haeyoung and haewon SOMEWHAT go back to how things were — i mean haeyoung being nicer to haewon, but i think the violent sex would remain — if haewon stopped sleeping with the other guys?
personally i am into problematic yaoi, but even this is sooo hard to read lol. it’s so frustrating, the characters are so cruel and just sooo confusing. i kinda like it but at the same time i am so frustrated and angry. personally i like go taegyeom the most, he’s still a piece of shit, but he’s not as cruel as the other two at all, he doesnt like haewon getting hurt and hit (although he goes along with whatever haeyoung says even though he doesnt approve, he’s scared of him i guess? but haeyoung doesn’t hit him,,,), he forces himself onto haewon but also seems to ACTUALLY feel bad for haewon, and actually wants to help/take care (to SOME extent, he’s not that good lol.) of him, unlike that other guy who just pretends to care for haewon but gets off on hurting him ugg GRRRR I HATE HIM THE MOST FR. also, i havent seen anyone mention it but go taegyeom is the only one that kisses haewon! and multiple times!! even outside of sex!!! i find that really interesting. honestly i think that if haeyoung and the other guy (sorry i have no idea why i cant remember his name at all) werent in the picture, haewon and taegyeom wouldnt have been that bad on their own, without haeyoung’s influence. they would just be your average cliche toxic yaoi couple i think. though obviously the best ending would be haewon running away and living a life far away from those three!!!!!!!!
i shouldve put this at the beginning since no ones gonna read until here but novel readers— please spoil me! what exactly happens? i guess that as the beginning shows, haewon ends up with haeyoung but what happens to the other two? (づ￣ ³￣)づ