From what I got when Jonah was describing how the orphan was SA by the priest because the boy wanted more food even if it meant giving up his body, I think Adian compared himself to the priest because he took advantage of Jonah at his lowest when he needed help to save the people he loved. Now that Adian has feelings for Jonah he realizes how terrible he was and how he treated Jonah. So now he's trying to start over I think by not using Jonah for his body and showing Jonah that he actually cares about him (づ￣ ³￣)づ
That makes much more sense to see it like that, omg thank you
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(Also thank you for the fast reply lol)
Lol no problem! (≧∀≦)
I'm genuinely confused about the whole not sleeping together because Adian suddenly thought Jonah as a child after he told him the story about the priest and stuff.
Normally I never comment but this story which I adored until that part just keeps sticking in my head. Like why did the author feel the need to even add that kind of stuff into the story? It's a bit upsetting especially bc it would've been cute to see the both of them still sleeping together after so many years passed. Also why hasn't Jonah said anything after TEN whole years? You sleep together almost everyday then BAM never sleep in the same bed again.
Idk, I know it's a story and all but it just confuses me and I just need someone to explain anything to be honest so something can makes sense (even though Ik the story not finished yet)
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