i wanna drink alcahal

Xeny August 28, 2025 11:15 pm

can't believe i survived yet another year. after all that drama of me planning my suicide, i'm still here... and i don't know what to feel. i was feeling rather dismissive about this birthday thing but then my mom sent me more money than usual. i had just starved myself to save money so this is great. i almost teared up(almost)
it's also crazy to me that i'm still so far from being 21 like, can we just wrap it up already and let me get drunk to death?
i just turned 19 and i still don't know what i want to do with my life. wishing to be happy in the future isn't enough apparently

Responses
    Reader5 August 28, 2025 11:42 pm

    Happy birthday. Wish you a happy and satisfying life.
    Iam also near 25but i have been stuck in life from the age 18 .idk really how will it going to change but you are not alone . Just live everyday even if wasn't productive and satisfying. It is better than dying

    raven's August 28, 2025 11:47 pm

    Things will get better with time. Happy birthday

    Zeruuuuu August 29, 2025 1:02 am

    hbd dont pressure yourself too much about the future, just focus on taking care of your present self. good luck, stranger