Tbh i feel like the author just ran out of steam towards the end cos this ending is gyuwon cutting himself seems so out of place and honestly shock value content because it just hasnt been fleshed out enough (i think we see him doing it one other time but how has his masochism developed into self harm? is it because he feels empty? why? is it because of hwayoung? how?) idk i feel like it’s especially shitty to just throw that self harm in the last chapter and not address it EVEN THOUGH the author has done a great job at addressing serious topics and miscommunications between the characters other bls would not. i feel like the author just kinda wanted to end all this because the ending was not treated with the same care as the rest of the story. also the fucked up dynamics of the friend group and that blondie’s never ending fucjing side plot??? not holding out much hope we’ll get a conclusion in the side stories but idgaf abt that fuckass friendgroup tbh anyway so but i still live this yaoi so much and idgaf if the ending is shit i have selective reading ablilities also im still pissed at gyuwon self harming at the VERY LAST CHAPTER and hwayoung basically going “babygirl dont cut urself u belong to me heh” like wtf
Tbh i feel like the author just ran out of steam towards the end cos this ending is gyuwon cutting himself seems so out of place and honestly shock value content because it just hasnt been fleshed out enough (i think we see him doing it one other time but how has his masochism developed into self harm? is it because he feels empty? why? is it because of hwayoung? how?) idk i feel like it’s especially shitty to just throw that self harm in the last chapter and not address it EVEN THOUGH the author has done a great job at addressing serious topics and miscommunications between the characters other bls would not. i feel like the author just kinda wanted to end all this because the ending was not treated with the same care as the rest of the story. also the fucked up dynamics of the friend group and that blondie’s never ending fucjing side plot??? not holding out much hope we’ll get a conclusion in the side stories but idgaf abt that fuckass friendgroup tbh anyway so but i still live this yaoi so much and idgaf if the ending is shit i have selective reading ablilities also im still pissed at gyuwon self harming at the VERY LAST CHAPTER and hwayoung basically going “babygirl dont cut urself u belong to me heh” like wtf