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It's really complicated. According to the novel, he loves him but fears him too.
I was thinking its because of that ritual they had been doing yk what nain said "i cant remember such a thing" like hes been forgetting almost everything everytime he did the ritual
WHERE CAN I READ THE NOVEL???
but man he's scary, and why is nain like idk inlove but scared at the same time? im confused like does he just need to serve amon or he really likes/love him???