
I haven’t read them all but like…come on towards the end?? Really? That’s still so disappointing
This is the same reason I couldn’t read roses and champagne like they just went on w their relationship despite the whole shooting thing, I reallly like this story man why’d it have to be like this?? Especially because they apparently been in a relationship for years by that point??

I’ve read all the novels and the first one is by far the worst one I’m not gonna lie. In the other novels ilay actually has character development and from what I remember *read the books over a year ago so sorry if this isn’t correct* ilay doesn’t rape him anymore and they actually start to build a bond and proper relationship. But of course I’m not 100% sure if they do since my memory is fuzzy
listen….i read the last volume and the two sides of the first book…expecting to see some change in their relationship but BUT
I got so angry? Melancholic? Frustrated ?? When I saw when Ilay finally finds Tay he literally rapes him so badly that Tae actually starts sobbing and getting dizzy and nauseous (more so than usual) and he punches him and basically tortures him over a MISUNDERSTANDING OF ALL THINGS???!
It genuinely made me so sad because I heard that they get better but no?? Tay just gets used to his rape? In the sides he literally says that he learned to get used to just satisfying Ilay because he can’t say no to him ?? THIS MAN did NOT go SOFT AT ALL???