This is what happens when after reading 3 times you think it won't hurt you anymore but yo...

I agree with all the hurt and hate... but... van we take a moment to admire HOW GOOD her friendship with Ferrier is??? Like, no ambiguity at all! How many ml's "best friends" we get that fall for the woman their besties like? But this? It feels that he loves and cares for her deeply but purely as friends... at this point I just hope author doesn't make a side story on his pov revealing re was secretly in love with her but kept it to himself out of respect... I mean, I'd like him for it but like even more if his feelings are strictly on the friendship side...