"I'll find a sweet woman for him to marry" followed by "I'll become his whole world" is a wild sequence. My brother in christ, you were MEANT to be a BL protagonist, somebody has to bully you into it
Born to be bl protagonist, forced in physchological and survival genre(welp, he'll be the red flag type bl protagonist so that's a safe...?)
"I'll find a sweet woman for him to marry" followed by "I'll become his whole world" is a wild sequence. My brother in christ, you were MEANT to be a BL protagonist, somebody has to bully you into it