sending virtual hugs
do you feel happier now? cus I feel you man this just felt like a sneakpeek into my past i would hug u so bad rn no one should ever feel like that （/TДT)/
Thanks. Yeh, it’s wayyyy better now. It was a multitude of things but after awhile I stop feeling so depressed randomly. Honestly it still comes back once in a blue moon but it hurts way less and comes less frequently.TBH, I’ve never told anyone these things, tho I felt like I should tell anyone even some people online even if they don’t know me. So thank you
Thank you. Really, thank you.
(Warning, imma talk briefly about my childhood sad sessions)
So like as a kid there were times I would be very sad. To the point where I would create letters for each family member telling them how much I loved them and then apologizing for everything bad I might have done to them. I would hide it under my pillow and then I would cry myself to sleep imagining that I would do something very bad to myself. I would often think that everyone would be happier without me, and so I would quietly whisper to god “I’m sorry” multiple times until I fell asleep.”. This basically happening until the end of middle school are started at some point In elementary school. I know this because at some point I just became less talkative to people and was more afraid to interact with peers. I don’t remember why but I remember someone looked at me and asked “are you ok?” And I looked at him and said “yes” but the whole time I was saying no I’m my head many times. Although I never thought much about these times, I always wondered why I was so sad. Was it depression?