I enjoyed it in the beginning when they got together but then it got so confusing I resorted to trying to feel it instead of understanding and by the end I wasn't even feeling it anymore
Not really. The priest seems to love mc but mc is just thankful for the priest saving him and doesn't love him romantically at all (he's in a dilemma feeling like he *should* love the priest cause that's what he wants but can't bring himself to). Mc loves the blonde guy only
I enjoyed it in the beginning when they got together but then it got so confusing I resorted to trying to feel it instead of understanding and by the end I wasn't even feeling it anymore