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WHAATT i knew he was sus asf but i thought he would be kinda like cheongryeo from debut or die. i thought he would be helpful or a lil kind to eden sometime later. so i assume he still have his memories intact then considering his comment of never hearing reve new song to eden. like he knew the current events in this life is changing bc of eden. but damn wdym he's one of the reason to contribute to eden's tragedy..... like wtf did he do... nvm i shall read the novel myself. thanks tho!!
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Nah this one is real annnoying.... Yessss you should read them cuz its good. SOOO GOOD. When I saw 30 y.o Eden depressed and when I saw Eden witnesing his own tragedy along with Gyeon Hajun's extreme reaction and reve member's reaction... I was crying like a baby screaming "NOOO OUR EDENNNNN" and "THIS LITTLE MFKERRRRRR...."
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Sorry i dont.... T___T they have like 600 or more chapters and I cant remember the number... i think around 400-500(?) for his tragedy unfolds and 100-200(?) when he regressed to his mentally depressed 30 y.o. self (a punishment from the system, what regressed is his mental, not his body or the timeline. And only for a few weeks, which means he was gone again but Dobin witnessed Eden's depressed self (being an otaku he DOES think time travel is real lol) but Eden didn't remember anything....
If you don't mind more spoiler I wanted to drop some angst.... Stop reading if you dont want to know.... i just... Wanted to share...
because I love it so much...
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His 30 y.o self
1. As we know... Eden's lover is music. He loves music more than anyone. And he got regressed by the system when he was still 27/28 y.o, sooo he himself, Dobin, and US READER couldnt even imagine that 30 y.o Eden... cannot write music anymore... He stops doing music.... (Ughhhh my heartt) can you imagine what happened to him, that make him stop doing music???
2. His 30 y.o self... become a sleeping pills addict... So much that he no longer swallows them with water but CHEW ON IT. Later on after he regressed, he tried to eat sleeping pills again because he cannot sleep but turns out his body rejected sleeping pills. He would throw out any sleeping pills he consumes. (I forgot it was because an unconsious trauma or because the system made it so Eden will never touch the sleeping pills ever again in this timeline).
---> Btw a lil explanation, Eden has a tendency to not be able to sleep if he has a lot in bis mind. In this timeline he often found to be unable to sleep because of his slump that happened more than once. Maybe it was the same before he regressed too, or he just brings that tendency to this timeline too.
As for his tragedy... Its best to read in person. Trust me.
Oh so relateable cuz now I want tonreread but I can't.... Sure!
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Eden died at the age of 30... If I remember correctly, from overdose. Both from booze and sleeping pills.... Out of depression. Could be wrong but this is all I remember.
The reason of his depression is :
1. As we know he left the group at age 27 and continue being a music producers. He has always been very distanced with his member, and think that this is the best way. The worst thing is, Eden thought that even after he left the group, at the very least Gyeon Hajun who he considers his very best friend would still stay in contact with him. Eden didnt know that he accidently making a song for the person that makes Hajun suffer in the past. And this makes Hajun felt very betrayed and hurt everytime he talk with Eden, hence avoiding him. Hajun still treasures him in his heart, but it was very difficult for him everytime he saw Eden.
Eden... Is actually very emotional and really liked Hajun. So he was deeply hurt by this. He sent a lot of message and calls to Hajun but Hajun never replied or answers him. The only person from the group that still comes and visit him because theyre worried about Eden is our maknae, Jaehee. Because our maknae has always respected Eden as his big brother. Oh and Yehyun too sometimes. Both are there to let Eden know some information about Hajun and to accompany him sometimes.
2. That Cha Yeonho bastard orchestrated a scandal that Yoon Eden is plagiarizing music to save his teammate (I forgot the exact situation but this is what he has done to cover up his teammates mistake). And Eden having a bad reputation, no one believes him anymore and he faced relentless critisim from netizens. He eventually became scared and unable to write music anymore and chose to indulge in alcohol and sleeping pills, hoping they would help him to sleep even a little after countless sleepless night.
Then the system revealed the truth to Yoon Eden, by showing him the scene of his funerals. They showed the scene of his funerals. His ex members all come in disbelief. Gyeon Hajun is panicking and cannot belive at first but when he finally arrived at his funeral rooms, he hyperventilated from panicking and crying that he had to be carried out of the room. That bastard Cha Yeonho is also there, not feeling guilty at all that mfker.
Seeing this scene however, Eden didnt feel hatred or remorse at all, he is just looking at the things unfolds calmly. He never even blames Gyeon Hajun, only saying things similar to "if you are going to be that sad you should have answered my call you punk".
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Thats why i think the system is not at all bad. The system is probably there to prevents Eden from doing the same mistakes again. Eden was much happier in this timeline because he become really close with his members and rap hyungs. His reputation is also pristine and has a good relationship with his fans. All thanks to the restrictions the system gave Eden and the quest to learn more about his member.
1. Eden finally fights with hajun (fist fight lol) and clears every single misunderstandinh they have and their friendship is now stronger than ever.
2. Yehyun hyung is now his place to seek advice to lol. Everytime he had a relationship problems, he would bother Yehyun and ask what did he do wrong. Cute... Yehyun still call him names but it was apparent that now Eden is like a very very annoying lil bro to him.
3. Dobin also trust him fully now, no longer thinks that Eden is a bully. He was like a very annoying and stoopid lil bro to eden.
4. Jaehee has basically becomes Eden's brain lol. He relies on maknae's brain and always seeks him whenever he felt his brain is dead . and Jaehee reaaaally adores Eden and thinks Eden is the collest hyung alive. He. Often copies Eden's clothing style and make claims that Eden is the coolest person. He relies on Eden a lot too and considers Eden as the best big brother he never had (He's the oldest in his family and his family is shitty except his youngest brother)
Thats it. Its very long sorry lol
omg tysm for the spoilers! you have no idea how grateful i am for this ♡ btw broo his past life is so sad :( I'm so glad he's happier in this life, his relationships with his members also improving a lot better. and he could rely on them and no longer feel depressed alone. I'm so weak when the trope is found family, it hurts harder and the senior didn't even feel regret during his funeral bruh this bitch... i was about to give him a chance of doubt but now it's hopeless sighhh thank you again for this, i appreciate it sm and i didn't mind getting spoiled at all!! this makes me want to read the novel even more :)
Ur welcome! I really welcome you to read the novel! That way you can discover a lot of details that didn't get shown in the manhwa.
For example like how Hajun is actually a veeerryy light sleeping that can even wake up from the slightest bed rustling noise Eden made, and the room needs to be completely dark, so when Dobin gave him bed-light and tumbler, he actually didnt like it and only thanked him for the tumbler lol. The cutest part is that Eden actually noticed that and called Dobin an idiot for giving hajun something he will never use on his monologue lololol.
Small details like this can actually mame a different impact for me! Knowing how their character turned out to be unexpectedly so much deeper than a lot of regressing manhwa is so fun. That's why if you are willing to read them, I absolutely supports that decision! The process may be long considering all the chapter they had but it was worth it!

can someone spoil me if the senior is a regressor or something?