ngl i appriciate this. i cant tell you how much times ive just rollleeedddd my eyes at the amount of stories ive read that 1 conversation after the realization and BOOM suddenly, no healing, abuse?? never happened
no struggle, no backlash
just "im sorry my beloved" then "hehe i love you"
they bang and then cuddle with no lingering emotions even after 50 chapters of abuse.
OMG YAS, SOMEONE ACTUALLY SAID IT
Yes, you are saying all the things!!! I want Dan to heal and I don’t think it should be with Jaekyung. Let him go and if he makes his way back to Seoul, let him do that on his own accord.
idk if this is obvious.
but he is taking it slow and is thinking of dan before himself here. dan isnt well and he knows this.
to tell him everything and put all his emotions onto dan knowing the mental space dan is in is going to overwhelming for dan. saying everything and sharing his emotions at this very moment would be selfish for dan.
what dan needs right now is to heal, not an explanation. granted, knowing can help someone heal but dan hasnt even started to heal. its not the right time.
also ngl he just realized, and hes aware he fucked up. he is also scared to share the feelings he realized LAST NIGHT as well as fucking up even more