I'll answer questions if you're curios.
So you don’t want to be with her and you feel like you might be leading her on? Ngl if it were me, I’d distance myself from her.
I edited it cause my sentence got cut. But I'll answer questions if you're curios
Fr! I want to distance myself but somehow i feel bad, cause after she met me she became more active and socialize more in school. And she told me she's thankfull she met me that she changed so much. But i always tell her im here for her. But i never lead her or take advantage of her. I kept my distance i act as a friend and nothing more. And i just don't know anymore:( i just want us to graduate and be at collage so we don't have to see each other.
I just want the best for her, and its me being not on her side anymore.
I do want to be with her but not in the situation that she still have feelings for me. I want to be with her as a friend, but im feeling that's useless, and this won't end and if we don't part ways.
Sorry for posting non manga related but this is the only website i feel i can be anonymous.
( And i want advices and to tell what i feel:(
I like this girl, we use to be kinda enemy in gr10 and she used to like my bff so we got close. In gr11 we were CM and we got even closer. That's when everything starts. She started to like me, i knew it and i have a bf so i tried to distant or deny her hints. But she was the most kindest, beautiful, and thoughtful person. She made me feel things my bf never did, and i started to acknowledge my feelings to her , but at one point i told her i liked her and she liked me too but i explained and didn't accept her feelings, cause i know she deserves better, and that she shouldn't wait, but still she kept waiting and i distance my self. My bf find out about us and i told him i did like her but i didn't choose her and i distance myself to her, and told her about her limitations.( I didn't ghost her cause i don't want our circle of friends to be awkward because of us.) and i explained to him that i still choose him instead of her cause i love him for years, and she was just a brief moment of love. We agrued and we choose to stay together. After that i began to change how i acted towards her and she knew i was changing and she accepted it. Now we're still friends and CM, she's still waiting for me and i feel bad even tho i explained to her, she just said she knows her limitation and she is only acting the way bff act to each other. But I know she still likes me, and i feel guilty for even telling my feelings to her and accepting her feelings in the past. And because of that i give her hope that we could be together one day but I know we will not. If i could rewind everything i would have choose not to accept her feelings but acknowledge it and still be friends. Even if my bf and me broke up i would never accepted her feelings cause it's disgusting to think that i broke up with my bf and be with her. Its like i made her a replacement. And i don't want her to be loved like that. I want her to meet a girl who can love her and choose her. Unlike me who would only choose her when im single and not because i really love her and want to fight for her. I'm selfish:( i hope when we part ways, you can finally move on from me and become a better person and love a better person. I wish you all the best.