Please give me BL Manhwa/manga/manhua recs that will make me cry or question everything I ...

And NOT 10 years where I loved you the most or Haruka Tooki Ie

Perle

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/spring_snow_odongtong/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/cure_blood/

I hope you're okay. https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/296381/

Red mansion

I remember reading the first one a while back and I am still sad about it

Dark Heaven