Where?
Booktoki for raws. Idk if novel updates has English tl yet. But here's the link for raws
https://booktoki468.com/novel/5608388/%EA%B7%B8-%EA%B8%B0%EC%96%B5%EC%9D%98-%EB%81%9D%EC%97%90-88-%ED%99%94
I used Google translate n papago
Yes and it showed how Ido’s mental health was also in bad shape. He is suicidal and in deep depression that even after he and Sejin got back together he still has thoughts of self exiting. He despises and loathes himself till the end of the novel which is kind of sad. But I like how it ended in the Novel. How Sejin told him to see his therapist to address his mental health issues and past traumas. It was an open ending but a happy one regardless
You guys should read the novel. Its so much more indepth intimate n really claws at your heart.