To be honest Alex’s bad side which honestly not that bad, was just him ignoring obvious signs that the other didn’t want him to donate sperm. And Alex admitted to not giving a damn about what he said or didn’t. But then he admitted his mistakes, whereas Cole is still hiding the fact he was given head.
So, yeah, I wish we had more of Alex’s bad sides too (besides any cheating because I can’t stand that), and I also wish we saw more of him wanting Cole. But that’s just me, I usually prefer tops that really want the other.
Then again, to stay with someone like Cole, you must really want them. I don’t know, I’m just rambling.
I reread this for the nth time and I cannot stand Cole sometimes. I feel the only way my heart will be relieved is side stories where they both have therapy, talk a bit about the past, Cole confessing the full truth of the cheating, and a more in depth discussion.
I guess Alex needs a lot of therapy too
Cole messed up big time and is a shitty human needing LOTS of therapy, but I don't know until where we should defend Alex? Cole did way too wrong and he's really childish, but I wish we could've seen more about Alex's bad sides too. At last, I liked the complexity of Cole's relationships, can't say much about Alex cuz we did not see much.