Just read the 1st chap and didn't understand anything

The story is told out of order for a bit! It starts off with establishing scenes between our main couple (presumably so you know it gets happier/ you have cute stuff to look forward to) then jumps back to tell the story of the uke's childhood (it's pretty sad tbh) up to their first meeting. The rest of the story is fairly chronological, but we do get bits and pieces of the seme's backstory peppered throughout! It's only confusing for the first few chapters I promise! And so so so worth it!!! ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~