HEAR ME OUT

i have so many questions. is lloyd, suho kim? is suho kim, lloyd? are they different person or just one? if lloyd got reincarnated as suho kim, (and take note suho kim, even before knowing about the novel, was already talking about "he feels like he doesn't belong in this world" to his friend. in the last chapter, we saw bad lloyd being reincarnated as suho kim. he lost all his memories (probably) and grew up to be a kind person (like his parents taught him to). as bad lloyd (which is now suho kim) grows up, he stumbled upon the novel and entered that novel and took over the (bad lloyd in novel) body. SO LIKE DO U UNDERSTAND ME I FEEL LIKE THIS IS A CYCLE. IM GOING CRAZY PLEASE HEAR ME OUT PLEASSSEEE