i love me a bl but if i had died not too long ago (i don’t remember how long it’s been...

i love me a bl but if i had died not too long ago (i don’t remember how long it’s been) and my HUSBAND was kissing another bitch and doing sexual shit, i would ride from the dead and haunt him like you fucking loser how dare you i get that he’s still mourning her but he literally said he forgot about her in the moment i love the mc and everything but this felt like such an icky situation. i understand moving on from a loved one but girl i just died…