I’m only at chap 15 and don’t get me wrong i love where this is going, but I’d be su...

You want her to get with her rapist?? Are u ok??

No I don’t mean like that ‘cause this guys a horrible person, like subhuman but like I mean I want to find something to read where it’s kinda like this and he actually did love her not whatever delusions this guy has, but like this kinda situation happens, like sure he must do something wrong for her to want to die but like he wins her back I guess

Real sorry if this makes me sound terrible

I understand what you mean now ( thanks for clarifying)
There is definitely stories like that-
I don’t necessarily remember them at the top of my head right now but when I do, I’ll just recomment them

Thanks

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/how_to_reject_my_obsessive_ex_husband/
this one might be similar to what you're looking for

Thanks a lot

there’s one similar to what you’re talking about called “my beloved oppressor”