He was abused as a child, mentally, emotionally and physically by his brother who has a lot of screws loose in the head. Grayson honestly thought he was doing young Chase favor by doing all those things. He locked Chase in the closet, pushed him in the Chimney to make him believe that santa wasn’t real which resulted in a fractured arm. He made Chase watch movies in a locked dark room to make him love acting and make him good at it too. He lied to him telling him he slept with a dog while he was on rut. Lied in taking him to orgy parties and many more.
Chase is depressed and constantly trying to end his life. It will later reveal that he indeed wanted to end his life than to live his miserable life. Even after Josh and him confessed when an opportunity for him to take his own life presented he didn’t hesitate, he pulled the trigger of the gun he pointed to his head. Good thing that Josh was there and pusher the gun as he pulled the trigger. The gun shoot but it didn’t hit Chase’s head. Josh asked Chase why is he still trying to take his own life? Even on the later part when he got pheromones build up he beat himself up in order to remain conscious and when he saw Josh he asked him to kill him. But Josh said that as long as he is with him, Chase will never die. Chase is in misery.
Where's the spoiler alert lol
Sorry but it is your own discretion to read the whole text or not.
Nah I was just jk around I already read the whole novel lol
this manhwa stresses me out sometimes like im always so overstimulated cus why is chase randomly naked, why is he so dramatic, and more importantly, why does he hate beans so much??????? like it makes me laugh so hard i dont get it. anyways 10/10