
I think we can see how much purity culture has been imbibed in her,she DOES enjoy it, it just goes against whatever morals instilled in her, and obviously the power gap gives it an even bigger kick, she's just having a realistic reaction.
Like imagine getting married to the presidents son who's a huge freak, as kinky as you learn you are, it's still a whiplash to process

dawg respectfully you are crazy, because how do you take that away from a story where in a restrictive society, a woman is obviously going to grow up thinking all of this is shameful. but upon exploration, she likes it. she doesn't just immediately enjoy it, her initial hesitance and worry are valid and shown realistically. but her ascent into enjoying and stepping into that role is honestly done really well so idk what you are talking about
Call me crazy and bark however much u want under my replies but courtney acting like this just feels like a forced plot to make it seem like both of them are into s&m it was clear as day what Courtney’s stance was on this type of play even when she experienced it and now she’s doing a complete 180 cause the author needs it to progress