I feel the same way when reading Yaoi like some of these characters are older than I am why am I worried about them the same way I worry about the little ones in my life
he's not only a grown ass man he's basically immortal at this point, he should know better what the hell. i guess since he wants to die he doesn't care???
In his defense from his childhood and experience with the church in his backstory even if he’s gown and immortal, he’s traumatized and that doesn’t always naturally breed well adjusted people which is why I’m just as worried as you for this grown man
He's a grown ass man and yet he's got me and a straight up murderer constantly worrying about him like he's a 5 yr old that could wander off and get snatched