Same. It traumatized me more than r*pe scene. The fact that they took a photo, memorial of r*pe like some kind of serial killer psycho. The way they 'turned" his trauma into "hey, another happy new year". Like, its funny and normal day...like wtf...Haeyoungs purpose is to hurt him, what about others? Did those fckers think this is funny and normal? The answer is yes. The way they minimize mcs trauma is so realistically painfull. Yes, they really think this is funny....that horrible realization is what hurts mc the most. This vacation was supppsed to be friend party, like they did every year. But "party" didnt happen. At least, thats what mc thought But then he realized that this...this was the "party". This was just another new year vacation, like they did every year.....I cant imagine how worthless mc felt at that moment. All those memories were beyond ruined. "Was it ever real? Was it his fault?". The fact that they never left mc alone even after all this. Mc couldnt even have a time to calm down or recover because those r*pists keep coming. And mc stopped fighting back and letting it happen.
Ooof i knew story before i read But ince i love psychology, i kept reading. But r*pe after r*pe, after r*pe. Literally every single chapter? I wanted to call Olivia from special victims and expose their crimes to world and arrest them. Saving mc from this sht. Ughhh...i really needed to write all of these, thnks for reading.
From what i heard: He jump from cliff to run away from rxpists. The 2 of rxpist send some apoligise speech idk. Mc lost his memory. He later gain his memory. He gets therapy, i think but still traumatized. He ends up with Haeyoung, and Haeyoung also gets medicine etc forhis mental stuff. Mc forgives him and end up with him. Some fan said he is at least happy now.

This is so disgusting. Forget about the part where he never get to justice or rxpists werent punished, i am not even mad that he loved hayeong because honestly, considering how hayeong was born crazy, i would prefer him over other two scums.
The worst part is: entire story wouldnt happenned, if the other two scums didnt come. Its weird how haeyoung did all this to punish mc because he "loves" him. Like btch. Dont get me wrong, i Dont think haeyoung is clean or innocent in any way but its just so weird when you think sbout he and mc had mutual love and this series could be cute, weird love story. Then scum comes and rxpes him and haeyoung btch considers that as betrayal. Like, in his psycho way, i get it. I think the writing is also weird. Because its like, there is this twisted love triangle,or throuble. Like, mc has to choose one of them??? And they all want him but they see rxpe as sex and the people around them never realize. Its so disgusting because every chapter is rxpe. Nothing interesting ever happens. If he wasnt rxpist, i could enjoy character like Haeyoung in another story. Like, yes he is psycho but why authors always write every yaoi psycho as rxpist? Or they are written as murderer? Like, you can write a psycho in love without making them rxpist, murderer or yandere. Haewon as charscter is good too because his trauma is painfully realistic. Thats why this is so annoying. Again, Dont get me wrong. Haeyoung should be punished and suffer but for some reason, the other two rxpists makes me angry more. Idk maybe because this could be more normal romance between ml and mc, if they somehow didnt magically decide to rxpe mc one day. In a world when haeyoung has psycharist. Ughhh i dont know. I already was spoiled. It was so hard to read.