WTF

I know how you feel, but this is probably worse than dying for that clown so let's just wait to see how this plays out in the next chapter

No. For a man who's life is built on power and swordsmanship. Staying alive in a world where you've been disgraced, especially by someone who kept foiling you, who you saw as weak and incompetent.
There's a level of hell in just living in the shadow of yourself. Death wouldn't have made him suffer.

Honestly you're right. And I realized this myself after a few hours I'm just carried by my hatred to him when I typed this. LET HIM ROT ALIVE LIVING IN SHAME!!! RAHHHHH!!!! ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ lol

No that's fair. He's definitely made to be as hateable as possible. I won't lie, Carmen is almost comically evil