1. Chasing her for years after always being rejected. 2. Deluding yourself into thinking t...

1. Chasing her for years after always being rejected. 2. Deluding yourself into thinking that she has at least positive neutral feelings towards you. 3. Attacking her followers just bc they don't owe you an explanation of where their master is. 4. Brutally beating and infusing your power into what YOU deemed someone she didn't care about (Blues) bc you're mad she was with Kayden. 4.5. The only reason you're mad at Kayden is bc he wiped your sorry ass team bc you didn't take him seriously enough to face and fight. And now you have a vendetta against him. 5. So you're upset with the woman you like bc she's leaving her castle for a man you hate bc he beat your weak ass followers and you haven't gotten revenge on him and she's never left her castle for you. 6. You think beating her and forcibly taking her to subdue her is gonna break her enough to mindlessly respect you or admire you but it won't. She's not someone who just respects a person who is strong and mindless with their power like you. That's why she likes Kayden.