the spoiler

ace October 11, 2025 9:10 pm

i saw the spoiler and i can play devils advocate as i write this sobbing? thanks, i dont think ido taking his life on senjis death anniversary is entirely selfish. i think, in ido mind this is how he repays (prolly the wrong word; like a im sorry for everything i did, heres my repentance) senjin one last time. killing himself to ultimately free sejin of everything, the bond, the past, the memories, the unsureness of wanting to go back, i think this may be the only way ido can truly let sejin go. ik that as long as they both live and are bonded, ido will endlessly try to win sejin back but he knows that that is not what sejins wants. he can no longer hold himself back from trying to reach sejin, so he takes his life to free himself and sejin.




does this make sense? or am i just talking nonsense

Responses
    ace October 11, 2025 9:15 pm

    like i dont think ido did this to be selfish, i think in his mind this was the only way to stay away from senji. i genuinely want to believe he saw this as a means to end the pain he caused sejin

    lla696308 October 11, 2025 9:15 pm

    But three weeks from then is when he finds out he’s pregnant and commits suicide so he’s leaving behind him and the baby if he commits suicide on the death anniversary.

    ace October 11, 2025 9:22 pm
    But three weeks from then is when he finds out he’s pregnant and commits suicide so he’s leaving behind him and the baby if he commits suicide on the death anniversary. lla696308

    WHAT ??????? WHAT BABY ?????? I DID NOT KNOW THIS but my point still remains the same, maybe he thought he could not offer a good life to the baby after knowing what he put sejin thru. maybe he thought sejin and the baby would be better off without him. i dont want to think he was doing it out of selfishness. i think hes doing it bc their better off without him

    lla696308 October 11, 2025 9:29 pm

    I don’t know if he knew in the past life he was preggers. It could have been his brothers too. That’s why he killed himself in the past life cause he found out he was pregnant after being raped and knotted by both of them which yeah totally. But bro shouldn’t have knotted him in this life if he was gonna tap out. He can even say the words I love you in this life or the last. Three damn words and homeboy have his omega at his house right now. It’s kinda pathetic. All Sejin wanted was a family that loved, wanted and needed him. Bro got like a few words between him and a bullet.. he went around the block twice..for what? It’s comical.

    Palma October 11, 2025 10:53 pm

    Wait, what spoiler? Is there a novel of this story?!

    xArchAngelx October 11, 2025 11:37 pm
    Wait, what spoiler? Is there a novel of this story?! Palma

    From what I know Sejin knew he was pregnant and was terrified that it could be the brother child. Turned out it was Ido's kid.

    Anarion October 12, 2025 12:21 am
    Wait, what spoiler? Is there a novel of this story?! Palma

    Yes, there is! sorry I don't have the link rn, but you can find it here somewhere in the coments D:
    I just have to say it is much more suffering waiting for you in the novel t.t

    Aster October 12, 2025 1:35 am

    Reading your comment and other replies under it really makes me wanna scream like what do you people mean Sejin is pregnant?? I mean i see Ido trying to off himself coming but DOES HE REALLY KNOW SEJIN IS PREGNANT BEFORE HE ATTEMPTS IT

    xArchAngelx October 12, 2025 1:51 am
    Reading your comment and other replies under it really makes me wanna scream like what do you people mean Sejin is pregnant?? I mean i see Ido trying to off himself coming but DOES HE REALLY KNOW SEJIN IS PREGN... Aster

    Wasnt he pregnant in the previous life. Arent we confusing previous life with this one? He is not pregnant in new one? Correct me if I am wrong.

    Aster October 12, 2025 2:00 am
    Wasnt he pregnant in the previous life. Arent we confusing previous life with this one? He is not pregnant in new one? Correct me if I am wrong. xArchAngelx

    Oh Idk i saw Ila696308's reply that says Sejin is pregnant in this timeline too, that's why i got surprised. But when you think about it, although Ido changed some things, it seems some fates in the story still follows the original (past live). That includes the bond and the pregnancy, maybe

    lla696308 October 12, 2025 2:30 am

    He knots him when he bonds neither knows that he’s pregnant yet but he goes to the hospital right after. I’m like deadass like he’s fucking pregnant this time around too.

    lla696308 October 12, 2025 2:30 am

    If he’s not, then that will be the big surprise for meee

    ace October 12, 2025 5:38 am
    Oh Idk i saw Ila696308's reply that says Sejin is pregnant in this timeline too, that's why i got surprised. But when you think about it, although Ido changed some things, it seems some fates in the story still... Aster

    hes not pregnant in this new life (as far as we know now) , he was pregnant when in the past life

    ace October 12, 2025 5:41 am
    Reading your comment and other replies under it really makes me wanna scream like what do you people mean Sejin is pregnant?? I mean i see Ido trying to off himself coming but DOES HE REALLY KNOW SEJIN IS PREGN... Aster

    i genuinely dont think sejin is pregnant in this life rn (idk to me there hasn’t been any signs of it like morning sickness or any other typical signs of an omegas pregnancy) he was pregnant in his previous life when he took his life