This is something I was scared in elementary lol now I don't even wanna live life just goes on and I don't make much difference anyways
I read once : if you were some kind of creature from an other universe and someone told you that there's a way to live a unique experience on a planet called earth. That you'll be given a body with a really short life and be able to feel all kinds of emotions (good or bad) and amazing sensation that life brings,
You will too choose to try this experience once.
We are all experiencing life for the first time, it's okay to not be okay you're not wasting anything, take the time you need. It's scary but it's gonna be okay.
You need to know that you're able to do anything you want.
You are that little creature with dreams, that can have the purpose you want ♡
Thoughts of mortality consumed me months ago too. I was thinking a lot about the miserable future rather than the present day. It's really hard since you can't just make those thoughts go away. I spent nights thinking about my loved ones dying someday and how sad that would be.
Because of those restless nights, I remember getting really into sad and tragic stuff. And somehow, it changed how I view things. The thought behind it was that those characters died early, unlike me who still have time to live. I'm still a work on progress, but I do think about it way less now.
I do wish you the best though. lots of love<3
What’s the point why are we born just to die? I’m so scared my stomach hurts and I have to convince myself I’ll be okay just to open my eyes again I don’t want to die I’m not sick (besides my rotten gallbladder courtesy of my maternal grandparents) or necessarily unhealthy I’m a little overweight but nothing crazy in fact the woman in my family live insanely long so I probably will too but I don’t want to die or grow old I’m so afraid my great grandmother is 100 and just watching her the pit in my stomach grows I don’t want to be like that forgetful and frail I’m not religious and I don’t take comfort in death I wish I could but I treasure my life so much I want to look at beautiful things and people and movies and shows and listen to music and play video games and read comics I’m not particularly good at anything but I love to draw but what will any of that be worth when I’m just rotting in the ground I saw another post like this before but I had a mini panic attack reading it so I didn’t read anything of the comments I want to be peaceful now not in death. Sorry I didn’t use punctuation I’m crying.