Season 1: what mc (bottom) did was a crime, no questions there. But the real monster is th...

Delorus October 17, 2025 6:47 pm

Season 1: what mc (bottom) did was a crime, no questions there. But the real monster is the ml (top). He carries such darkness inside him that even without mc interference in his life, mc would still be a violent, with anger issues and superiority complex, individual. He got his revenge, carved for more. He's such a complex character that went insane with self hatred and denial till the end.

I enjoyed season 1 a lot but like the mc, it gave me PTSD. I can't watch mc in season 2 without fearing that he's gonna snap anytime soon. I get that this storyline, season 2, is him being 'sweet' and 'caring', overcoming some of his prejudices, but the demons are still there. He treats the nightmares just as manifestations of his fears and anxiety, nothing else. He looks like the type that wouldn't believe he got another chance in life or that his dreams are memories. I do appreciate that he's a self-made man. He's ambitious, courteous and down to earth. Of course he's stubborn and is more crude with mc, he doesn't really know him, because of his huge expenses and artistic tastes. Both of them mischaracterize the other a lot and the whole time that it gets frustrating, especially in season 1 when mc's crying trauma is misunderstood by ml as him being cold, a demon who's not remorseful about what he did. Very hypocrite of him. I do like him tho, he reeks of human complexities.

The only victim is the omega, Rapiel. I hope we get his pov and finds happiness with that stone faced alpha. That alpha was the only one that truly saw ml's real colours.

I read in the comments that there's another timeline? wow, it gets worse then? I love the different versions of all characters and the creativity behind the storylines so I'll anxiously wait for more updates.

Responses
    aikochii October 17, 2025 7:57 pm

    Yup! He gets with another Alpha who’s always loved him! I forgot his name; but they get together in the 2nd and 3rd life if I remember correctly! The alpha actually appears in a scene in the earlier chapters. He’s very stone faced to other people but he’s very expressive and caring towards only Rafael.

    Delorus October 17, 2025 9:39 pm
    Yup! He gets with another Alpha who’s always loved him! I forgot his name; but they get together in the 2nd and 3rd life if I remember correctly! The alpha actually appears in a scene in the earlier chapters.... aikochii

    Ohh so they have their own book too or it's just a mention ? So happy for him because really that was some rotten luck he had (being sa, killed and used like a replacement).

    Lin October 18, 2025 1:54 am
    Ohh so they have their own book too or it's just a mention ? So happy for him because really that was some rotten luck he had (being sa, killed and used like a replacement). Delorus

    Rapiel and his husband have their own spin-off "Chirpy on the Wolf Lake"

    Delorus October 18, 2025 2:42 am
    Rapiel and his husband have their own spin-off "Chirpy on the Wolf Lake" Lin

    Ohhh Thank you! I hope the novels get released in english someday. There's so much essence in this story that I feel I'm missing something.

    aikochii October 18, 2025 3:38 am
    Ohh so they have their own book too or it's just a mention ? So happy for him because really that was some rotten luck he had (being sa, killed and used like a replacement). Delorus

    It’s mentioned in the 2nd and 3rd life. Mainly in the novel :)

    aikochii October 18, 2025 3:39 am
    Rapiel and his husband have their own spin-off "Chirpy on the Wolf Lake" Lin

    I didn’t know that! :) I only saw their relationship in the novels :)