SPOILER
well I have already forgotten half of the story but what I can tell for now is that the brown one (forgot his name) used to make fun of the white one and the white one used to also like him idk..but like I think something happened that made the brown one loose his memory so he thought like (the white one) that this is his chance to get revenge on him.
spoilers, if you wanna read it look up ‘empathy’ on lilyofthevalley
when juyeon and jiwook were in high school (iirc) jiwook had a crush on juyeon but was dealing w severe internalized homophobia. jiwook was also just like a really shitty person in general, iirc manipulating/taking advantage of girls too…?
idk the exact circumstances leading up to him doing this, but jiwook arranged a gang rape on juyeon with his friends. they took videos, and then leaked those videos, which i think caused juyeon’s mother to commit suicide…?
sorry, i’m fuzzy on a couple of details, but basically something happened that made jiwook lose all of his memories so he literally has no idea who juyeon is or why he’s doing this.
i was about to say i lost interest in reading when somoene else explained this in less detail but thankkss bcs of u I'm even more interested now (≧∀≦)
some pages are missing and the updates but i still wanna read and at least find out why the mc is getting raped and totured like why the hell is this happening it's really why i haven't even dropped this yet
if somoene knows where to read the novel please tell me