I think he appears calm because he was used to suppressing all that pain those four years, but now with juheon back in his life he might breakdown soon... I'm a sucker for angst so imagine if he breaks down in front of juheon, that would actually fix thier relationship probably omg I just have to see the baby show raw tears in front of him, that would mean so much...
Yes, to me dohu seems really calculating still but I hope there will be some kind of sudden shift or as you said a breakdown … I’m a huge addict for HEAVY angst as well, I just love it whenever I feel my heart breaking hahaha
yes he is very much calculating and very autistic lol it's his thing with viewing things through logic and that what lead to that messy break up... even though he didn't mean it, he doesn't GET IT, why he hurt him that much.
so I think it would be so good seeing him so lovesick that it breaks that logical side of him.
yeah, when your chest PHYSICALLY hurts while reading, this is the best ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Fr the pain is so good … I love the representation of any kind of spectrum haha BUT NGL? If dohu would have broken down in front of juheon right there - DAMN the pain would have been so good
Like I love dohu the way he is and I actually enjoy the progression so far - but my inner wolf craves the angst and sadness
I'm hoping for a scene like this: they have a fight again, dohu stays calm but at some point juheon says something that's too much, and dohu just starts crying, not even realising that himself. like IMAGINE OMG.
Oh my god i want him to be so emotionally raw!! Like they fight and dohu starts cryyinnggg and he doesnt know how to stopp
YES OMGMGMGMGMMG
I mean just LOOK at how worried juheon is when dohu allegedly burned himself omg, seeing DOHU(!!) cry and just breakdown will literally tear juheon‘s heart apart
Also this or juheon noticing how much dohu is getting worse and worse - we’ve already seen how much the break up has affected dohu … juheon noticing that dohu is losing weight, even less and less … I need this kinda stuff
Juheon hit him right where it’s supposed to hurt, but I feel like dohu is weirdly calm about the whole situation, but it might be just the fact that he has trouble expression his feelings (though he’s rather calm anw) so to me, the angst is really low still haha!
also i hope juheon doesn’t believe that dohu is really the one breaking into his home :(